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Lindsay Lohan in Kate Moss for Topshop at the Ischia Film Festival in Italy, July 14, 2014

"You shut me out as I welcomed you in with open arms and I baked you warmth and fed you affection although I saw the rage
in your eyes on that Friday night because I took you to the football field where you had your first kiss and you didn’t say a word as I walked you through the turf and I saw your hands trembling, so I held them and god I must have cried because
we woke up in morning dew
with mascara running down my cheeks and I leaned over to
kiss yours but
you were colder than my insides have ever been and I swear my lips froze before they ever got the chance to touch yours but
I’m so happy that you walked off the field when you did. And I’m so glad you left me there alone that morning with my hair being pulled out and I’m so ecstatic that you left when my lungs were screaming at the
sky because fuck
you were never going to stay no matter how many people could hear my roars and you were never going to stay
no matter how many times I bought you coffee in the morning.
I was going to stay every night that I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror and I want you to know
I cared about you more than you will ever care about yourself." —I gave you everything I ever saw beauty in and you gave me nothing but cold hands that you wouldn’t allow me to turn warm (via

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1. Last weekend I almost called you but I didn’t want to bother you and my hands were shaking too hard to dial anyway.

2. I kissed a boy I met a few weeks ago. I swallowed my tears when he wasn’t looking and when I showed my mother a picture of the two of us, she told me he looks a lot like you.

3. I fell asleep on my best friend’s couch and she told me I was crying in my sleep the way I used to when I missed you.

4. Last night I was driving alone and the air felt like it did the first time you kissed me, when everything was cold except for us and cool air was hitting my teeth because I couldn’t stop smiling. I almost crashed the fucking car.

5. I was in the store today and I saw a keychain with your name on it and I bought it. I’ve been squeezing it in my hand so hard it’s leaving marks on my skin. There are still marks on my skin from the night you left. I’ve stopped thinking they’ll go away.

6. I watched your favorite movie 4 times today.

7. The boy I sit next to in English class smells like you.

8. I was just calling to see how your little brother is doing.

9. I stopped drinking peppermint tea because it tastes too much like the days we used to spend together. I also stopped sleeping.

10. You left some stuff at my house, maybe you should come pick it up and we can get coffee or something.

11. I play your favorite song a lot. I don’t even fucking like it.

" —11 ways I tried to tell you I really fucking miss you  (via

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a haiku a day (286/365)

“I am my own muse. I am the subject I know best. The subject I want to better.”

— Frida Kahlo  (via terramantra)

DIIV for Urban Outfitters
Photo by Loren Wohl